Have I progressed? In what way? Do I constantly waste my time? I always find myself asking these questions, with no real answers to follow.What is progression if time is wasted? If you waste all of your time, then when are you demonstrating and furthering your progression?
My girlfriend, Laura, used to say "Don't ask questions." Though I disagree with that statement, sometimes it does ring true. I find that when I get all caught up in a slump where I'm asking myself all of these questions, I'm not helping the situation. I find that if I start thinking about these questions I move on to grander questions that only continue to set me back and screw me up psychologically. I aim to maintain a charismatic, confident persona, and it's pretty difficult if I'm sitting here in self-doubt, if I can call it that.
90% of the time the word doubt is not in my vocabulary, but I believe everyone has an ON/OFF switch. Sometimes mine gets hit, and it's a struggle to flip it back to ON.
Anyway, I will not sit here and sulk. I have class in thirty minutes and need to get there. And after that?
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